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Just to let you know I will be starting the Jenny craig at home. I ordered my first weeks food tonight. It should be here in 2 days.... I wish it could be here tomorrow morning. I really hope to have good news by this time next week. I will try to send out a post daily but will wait till the food gets here to post again. I will keep you posted on my progress and of course the food. I really need to do this for my self and would like to meet others that are struggling with their weight. I will graduate RN school in august and would really like to look really nice for graduation. wish me luck on this really much needed journey!!! Good night all.
In the beginning...wait this is the beginning - of my new life! I signed up for JC yesterday. Won't receive my shipment until Wednesday, won't speak with my consultant until Thursday - but wanted to get my beginning thoughts out of my head. I'm scared - really scared. I won't fail again. I've gotten myself into a real jackpot here. I'm embarrassed how I look. I spend more time thinking about how I look and how I'm going to get from point A to B than what I will actually do at point B. I've become "that person." I never have any energy, I'm out of breath just cutting the grass, I don't leave my house - except for work. I've worked for myself for years, with my office at home. Now I've landed my dream job, but I don't have my dream body to go with it. I miss my husband. he passed away almost four years ago. I've not moved on from losing him. I am just wrapping my arms around the fact that he is OK with me moving on with my life. I need a lot of support. I'm not letting anyone in my life know I joined JC. Two reasons, they will watch every move I make and it's expensive. I don't want to hear it from any of them. I've done the math - I will spend less money on JC food then I do on filling the hole in my belly - a hole that is never filled.