My best guy friend likes a girl. This is good, especially since I really wondered if he'd ever get over the harpy who ripped his heart out and tap danced on it a few years ago. It's also hard, though. The only reason he and I have become such good friends is because of what happened with the harpy. When she dumped him, I was in the middle of being unemployed. We were both really depressed, and found that we were kindred spirits. It's one of those rare friendships where we can say anything to each other, and still be friends afterwards. I know that should anything happen with this girl (and even if it doesn't, I know he's going to end up with someone one of these days), the dynamic of our friendship will change. I don't doubt that we'll still be good friends, but things will have to change. No more 2 a.m. Facebook convos or going to movies alone. However, if he's happy it'll be a good thing.
Food was off today. I started out well, but life happened and got in the way of being successful I'm not trying to make excuses. Part of it is my fault, because until I start showing real results I'm not telling anyone that I'm on JC. Whether or not this is a good thing I have yet to decide. I know I shouldn't care what people think, but I just don't want to be judged. Anyway, here's how my food intake turned out:
Breakfast: Breakfast stuffed sandwich, kiwi, milk
Lunch: Baked potato w/ cheese, salad, lemon pie(this was unplanned, non-JC. I don't even like baked potatoes. I got stuck unable to get home to my food, and the person I was with was insistent she was going to feed me and wouldn't take no for an answer. I had to be with this person, though, because we've got very different schedules, and I'm supposed to be dog/house sitting for her in a few weeks. Today was the only chance we had to get together for me to see the house and meet the dogs.)
Supper: Stuffed shells, chocolate peanut butter caramel bar, milk.
It just wasn't a brilliant day. Plus I ended up taking an unplanned, ridiculously long nap, so everything feels disjointed. Tomorrow has got to go better, right? At least I'll be at work and no one can interfere with my eating.