Break up with Medusa, wake up the Warrior.
Walk away from the self-doubt and self-criticism.
Step into the light and kick some arse!
Head high, shoulders back, deep breath.
Food worries, I'm taking you down.
I've been wrestling with you for too long.
It's time to knock you out and flex some muscles with a warrior cry.
No more, "Oh no? what will I eat at dinner? what if I can't resist the chocolate bowl?"
I hop around like a worrisome bunny a
Well then you have to decide. Are you willing to trade what you want most for what you want now? You've worked all this time, you've had great success, it's been easier than before. It's been less tedious than before (logging every bite...ugh)
So today was the first day of state-mandated testing- yes. You got through it, yes. You got some really good news, check. And now you think it should be party time? You want to reward yourself for the stress and celebrate the good news? You can do th
Medusa: This is boring.
Me: Yup, it can be boring.
It's also boring to sit on the sidelines and not dance because I'm worried about my jiggle.
It's boring to not participate because I'm self-conscious.
It's boring to wear the same old bulky clothing that fits rather than all the cute stuff in the closet.
Oh my goodness is it boring to wake up every-single-morning and think about my weight, and my discomfort, yet not do a thing to change these circumstances.
Medusa- So why are you even doing this? You know the cycle will continue, the fall will come and you'll be super-busy and you'll stop taking care of yourself- here will come the Stouffer's Dinners, the extra glasses of wine, and the 12 hour days will yield no time for exercise.
Me- I know. I'll do better this year.
Medusa- You say that every year. And every year you get caught up in the fear and it rules your world.
Me- You know, Medusa- YOU have a lot to do