I'm on the 20lbs for $20 program mainly to see if this would work for me or not. I take two different BP meds and one of them has a side effect of weight gain/difficult weight loss, which is why I wanted to start slowly. I'm extremely picky in what I eat, ie veggies are gross to me, but I can eat lettuce and certain veggies raw. I'm on the personalized program so I can go through the menu and choose which items I want or don't want. I LOVE the pumpkin spice cakes, the ravioli is excellent and surprisingly the cereal that looks like cheerios was yummy. I had the other cereal today, that contained lots of wheat and barly, thinking it'd be gross like a rice cake, but it was yummy too. I'm very happy that so far the foods have tasted very good. I don't normally eat a lot of sugary items, but I do expect my snacks/cereal to taste like they have sugar in them. Which is why I was surprised those two cereals were good.
I came here to Jenny because I've done two other diets before and while they sort of work, they're not really good for me. One diet I did over 16 years ago, made me lose 40lbs in one month. It wasn't worth the constant dehydration headaches and charlie horses I constantly had, but I did hit my goal of joining the military at that time. Let's just say the diet I did on my own was < 300 calories, exercise (working), and every single vitamin that mentioned boosted metabolism.
I also did slim fast for about a week before joining Jenny, so lost about 5 lbs from that, but I was constantly starving and it was not very healthy. Plus the shakes taste funny and always made me nauseous. I came here because my sister had success in it and I figured if she can do it so can I. I do weigh myself obsessively, but it's more to keep an eye on gaining the weight back, not so much losing it. And I always weigh myself with only my undies and nightgown so I get a 'true' weight. I won't mention the only bad experience at Jenny that measured me with my clothes on and didn't take inches off to account for that. =(
But every one I've told about being on Jenny has been supportive of me. My husband only hates the money factor, but otherwise is all for me losing weight. He has clothing he wants to get me.
I've never really been a big eater. I know, from reading the boards, that a lot of people here ate due to stress or depression or just because they love food. I'm one of those that if I didn't have to eat to live, I wouldn't eat. I don't cook, I don't like having to fix something to eat, I don't like spending money on food. And when I get stressed, I don't eat, I just go online and play my MMORPGs (world of warcraft mostly) or I listen to music or watch tv. When I'm depressed I completely lose my appetite. Even when I'm sick I lose my appetite to the point I lose 10lbs just being sick even with eating. So I'm a strange chicky.
It's more of a pain having to eat all the time then the smaller portions for me, actually. I DO follow the program to a T, but I feel like I should gain for eating so much, not lose. I have no eating disorders, if my body says 'eat' I will, but if it doesn't I normally didn't.
But enough about me. I'm excited to lose more weight and hopefully get down to my goal. If I can get a few pounds lower than that, it'd be great, but I'm more focused on my goal.
Start: 9/26/11--203
CW: 9/30/11--198.5
Goal: 140




















