Posted 02 July 2011 - 05:06 AM
Hey Patty!
I've not been around much. I don't have alot to contribute, so I just kinda hang back. Weight is still way up (166.4 this morning) and then eating is way off (why scale is up). Everything I try doesn't work --- or I should say, I have not committed to anything to make it work; I really don't like my weight at all and it pains me that I'm fitting into my 10s and 12s slacks and can't even get the 8s up. Its depressing.
Workouts are fine. Doing the same old stuff (I know that is some of the problem)...but the real problem is my eating. I need to stick to some kind of plan, but never do. I've gained weight since I got the armband, even though I've had deficits most of the time --- I'm very honest about what I eat with the food logger --- my activity levels are between 2500 to 2900 cals burned per day, and my consumption is usually around 2000-2200, with average deficits around 400-700, so why don't I loose (or, why do gain?). It could be what I'm eating and when I'm eating (way to many calories after 8 pm). Sleep has been a little better and I'm getting closer to 6.5 hours a sleep on average and my sleep effeciency has been good (above 85%), go figure why gain or don't loose.
Well, I wish I could be more positive. I really don't like NOT having a plan. So Jen you say, make a plan. But that hasn't worked in the past. I'm trying to figure out how to schedule my eating. The hard part is dinner / evening during the week because of stuff going on --- Either I have to eat at 5-5:30 pm (way to early for me and I'll be starving by later), or I have to wait until 8 pm after we get home after all the "stuff" Monday is the holiday, but then we have soccer practice (6-7 pm), 2 baseball games (begin at 6 pm and go until 8 or so) and the piano lessons on day at 5 pm (go from piano to baseball game that day)....I try to get a 'hearty' snack in, but then, it messes with dinner, because then I don't have 'enough' calories left and so, what do I do. I get up at 4:30 am, so Its not like I can shift my whole day to eating lunch at like 3 pm....and if I eat less in the morning/day, all the experts say this isn't good and will lead you to overeat at night (and yes, I do overeat at night, no matter what I do).
Anyway, that is where I'm at. I've gotta get going and get this weekend started -- gym, grocery store, and then kitchen work/chores. SUPER hot here this weekend, so I plan to be inside most of the time. Kids will likely swim at friends or play, we'll see.
Well, I had best get going. Take care everyone. Keep moving.
Jen
Height: 5'8"
Heighest ever: 240 lbs in 2000
Goal: 140
Reached in 2009
No matter what your last choice was, you can make the next one a positive one.
Restart in October 2011: 172
Realistic Goal that I can maintain: 150
10/8: 168.6 (-3.4)
10/15: 167.6 (-1.0)
10/22: 166.2 (-1.4) Just need to do this
10/29: 167.4 (+1.2) WHAT THE BLEEP?! That one is out of nowhere
11/6: 169.6 (+2.2) Well this just sucks.
11/11: 166.0 (-3.6) THANK YOU. GOTTA hang onto this loss!
11/20: 165.6 (-0.4). Yes -- its going down. All I can ask for.
11/28: 167.4 (+1.8). OK I just can't take this anymore.
12/2: NO WI. Super Sick
12/10: 164.0 (-3.4). Much better. Gotta keep it under 165 now.
12/17: 165.6 (+1.6) NOT AGAIN. This just isn't working for me.
12/26: 167.4 (+1.8) REALLY? I did so well. This sucks.
Stopping JC. Trying a nutritionist.
1/14: 164.8 (-2.6) That is nice. Yipee!
1/21: 167.4 (+2.6) Good Lord! What is going on.
2/19: 167.0 (-0.4) Nearly a month and no gain. Good. Normalize eating, off low calories.
Injured back, on prednisone again! UGH! No hard workouts.
3/1: 168.6 (+1.6). SUCKY! I hate prednisone.
3/16: 166.6 (-2.0). OK.
4/8:163.2 (-3.4). That is 3 weeks, I'll take it.
4/28: 162.0 (-1.2). Three weeks again.
5/5: 160.6 (-1.4). Gotta keep this up.