Hey guys,
Unfortunately I've already blown both challenge options. Actually I need a little encouragement today.
I apologize in advance if this is too much info...but a couple of weeks ago I had my IUD removed...I haven't had a period in 5 years. Well....I'm paying the price now. I had a fantastic exercise day on Saturday and then at about midnight I started getting the worst cramps. Actually had to sleep in the fetal position with a hot water bottle. Woke up on Sunday in agony...had to cancel out on zip lining/ropes course (which sucked because I was really looking forward to it and now I'm out $150). Then I was so sick I went back to bed unti 2pm...luckily my hubby took up my slack in the morning and MIL already had a day planned with my daughter for the afternoon.
When I did crawl out of bed it was a really stressful day (hubby flew out to CA for the week that night and my daughter decided to have a full on tantrum..she's 5 and a daddy's girl:) When I finally got her down it was close to 11pm. Then I pulled an all nighter for work...literally from 11pm to 6;30am, then had to get myself and daughter together, drop her at school and get myself to the office. During the all nighter I binged a little...had 5 Fiber One Brownies...at 90 cals each at least it wasn't a disastrous binge but OMG I've been in and out of the bathroom all day!!! My tummy is so upset. Not to mention that I feel so bloated...I must be retaining the entire Atlantic ocean.
So I get to work today and out of the blue, I get told I'm demoing a dashboard I'm building for a directot and a VP. Luckily it went well..but again...STRESS. By the time I got home I was exhausted...took my daughter to TKD but was too tired to do my class...and we ate out because I didn't want to bother cooking for her (yes...horrible parenting I know!!!!)
Now she's up in my bedroom watching a Barbie movie while I vent here. The one good thing I did was walk around the neighbourhood with my daughter and dog a couple of times...but it's so below my usual level of activity...but I just feel like poo today. And it's going to be another long work night (if not another all nighter for me again tonight). Actually, being very active is how I deal with my stress and when the hubby goes out of town and i can't get those late night runs in it really affects my emotional balance.
Anyone else have trouble balancing career and home life? I'm so terrified for my weigh in tomorrow...this will be week 7 and I've lost all previous 6 weeks. I'm trying to mentally prepare myself for a gain...but feel like I'm going to crack if one more thing goes wrong this week.

Ang.