I am sitting home (on summer vacation!!!!) thinking about how dedicated I am to my plan right now!  I'm thinking how I don't want the life I had and I'm never going back there!  But then I remember that I have had this feeling before... I've told myself that I'm never going back there many times... but i ALWAYS do!!!

This thought process made me totally depressed.  So right now, I am declaring it to whoever reads this:  I'M (REALLY, HONESTLY) NEVER GOING BACK to the way I was living before!  This time, it is really going to happen - actually, it's already happening!

I feel so great, and I find myself looking forward to when I reach my goal, because I actually feel like it is possible this time!  I just need to keep reminding myself how depressed I was before I started Jenny, and stay motivated!  So if you read this, leave a comment!  I love reading comments, and i feel so motivated when I receive them!  

I'm so excited to be so excited about losing weight and motivated to stay feeling this good about myself!